{"id":3098,"date":"2014-06-20T21:27:02","date_gmt":"2014-06-21T04:27:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/shannon.users.sonic.net\/blog\/?p=3098"},"modified":"2014-06-20T21:27:41","modified_gmt":"2014-06-21T04:27:41","slug":"anxiety-dream","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/shannon.users.sonic.net\/blog\/?p=3098","title":{"rendered":"Anxiety Dream"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Last night I dreamed that I was on the run from some sort of unexplained danger, shepherding the kids through an abandoned industrial center&#8212;like a waste-treatment plant or something. Lots of big vats and steel grating and catwalks and stuff.<\/p>\n<p>Somewhere along the way, I lost track of Robin. I hunted and called for him frantically, and finally I caught a glimpse of him cowering in a crawlspace. In the space of minutes his hair had grown long and shaggy and covered his face. He cringed and snapped at me when I reached for him. And I remembered, then, something that <em>in the dream<\/em> I had always known: when boys grow up, they become savage, hairy, feral beasts. The dream-logic presented it as just a fact of nature, unavoidable, inalterable.<\/p>\n<p>And I just started crying, &#8220;no, not my sweet Robin, not yet, it&#8217;s too soon! He still has baby teeth!&#8221; And then I woke up.<\/p>\n<p>I think my subconscious is anticipating some <em>issues<\/em> with the teenage years.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Last night I dreamed that I was on the run from some sort of unexplained danger, shepherding the kids through an abandoned industrial center&#8212;like a waste-treatment plant or something. Lots of big vats and steel grating and catwalks and stuff. Somewhere along the way, I lost track of Robin. I hunted and called for him [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":6,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/shannon.users.sonic.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3098"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/shannon.users.sonic.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/shannon.users.sonic.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/shannon.users.sonic.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/6"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/shannon.users.sonic.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3098"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/shannon.users.sonic.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3098\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3101,"href":"http:\/\/shannon.users.sonic.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3098\/revisions\/3101"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/shannon.users.sonic.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3098"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/shannon.users.sonic.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3098"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/shannon.users.sonic.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3098"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}